new layout. new post.

hmm. since there's still an hour to 1 am before my ylbfb starts, before i rush off to watch JJ's ge chang da sai, i'm here to blog. heehee. :)

but i feel so lazy!! roars. hahas

anyway, before i go, i would like to say...
BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI is NICE!!!!!
i'm so going to catch the movie on 8 august!
wait for me, JAY!!!!

heehee.

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

she's the one;
Wednesday, July 25, 2007;

07.07.07 is over.

it started off bad. it became much better in the afternoon and ended badly.

she's the one;
Sunday, July 08, 2007;

everyone has only one life.
once time has passed,
there is nothing we can do to undo it,
or to relive it all over again.

one life.
why not live it to its fullest?
be happy. dont ever spend 1 second thinking of unnecessary stuff.

but why is it so difficult to live the life we want?
why is it so difficult to forget?
ass.
its 1. but i cant get to sleep.

there's so much things on my mind.
whirling whirling whirling.

i hate studying. i hate JC life. i hate the life i am leading now.
i dont want to grow up.
i want to be the stressless little girl,
innocent and happy.

i hate myself. i hate my brain. i hate my thoughts.
i dont want to keep brooding over matters.
i want to keep everything out of my puny little brain.
spare it.

i hate time. i hate the ticking of the clock.
i dont want time to pass so quickly.
i want to enjoy every second of my life.
fulfilling and enriching.

tears are not something we can control...
everything is not going the way i want it to be. yet, there's nothing i can do except to sit, stone and wait for everything to happen. i miss the younger days. i miss my childhood! i want bondings, i want rainbows, i want smiles! i want so much so much. but.. all of it seems so faraway.

i dont feel happy.

thats it. thats how i feel.

awful..

she's the one;
Saturday, July 07, 2007;

lazy lazy chin is back. hee!

its been a long long long long long time since i've last blogged. but i'm bored so here i am. vent my everything! roars!

4th day into the new house. not yet accustomed. goodness. have to climb the stupid stairs everyday until i perspire like dunno what! somemore the stupid weather so hot. all because of stupid global warming! roars!

but i have to admit.. i love my room to bits! its super oh my god colourful! orange, purple, pink, black, brown, red, with lots and lots of cute little green turtles. they are my precious fantastic collection! love them to bits, especially that significant little one. hee! xD

i finally have a comp in my room but wth! it actually broke down. roars roars and more roars! frustrations builds up as i on the comp each time, only to disappoint me after 30 minutes by blacking out! roars!!!!!!!!! what the use of that dumb comp in the room? even my mum has a laptop on her own now lah! roars!

no computer, no N76. no nothing. boohoo. just me and my on-going JJ therapy.

anyway, all not important! the most important thing is.. 07/07/07 is here. this means i am going to see CACTUS together again, in 14 hours time! woots! miss all the laughter we had. miss the times we behaved like some siao kias on the loose. i miss all about us lah! but nvm.. another day of wonderful memories would be here soon! heehee!

results are a miracle too! except for gp. what a disappointment. GP, i HATE HATE HATE you!!!! roars!

she's the one;
Friday, July 06, 2007;